Honesty - James Harrison

Each day I wait for a change to come

No, it’s not that things have all gone wrong

But with the sun my hopes rise

And with the stars, I’m left unsatisfied

Though miracles occur within my view,

Is it still selfish to say to you

“Why? How?” “I want,” “I expect nothing less…

From the Maker of souls than to bring the very best”?

What’s gonna give me what I’m looking for?

If I try harder, think harder, be more and more?

No, you said “Drop your care on the floor…

Forget about it all and walk out the door.”

I’ve done it, I’m doing it, I’m waiting, I’m trusting

That you have a man in mind who I will be

To a hill, a day’s a flash of light

It’s centuries that make up his life

A score, I complain, so give to me

Ancient eyes with which to see

Ancient truths, and also burn inside

A longing and a fire nevermore to hide.

I want and need the courage to yearn

For the Ancient of Days in glory to return

What’s gonna give me what I’m looking for?

If I try harder, think harder, be more and more?

No, you said “Drop your care on the floor…

Forget about it all and walk out the door.”

I’ve done it, I’m doing it, I’m waiting, I’m trusting

That you have a man in mind who I will be

Find Me Here - Stephanie Mullen

This is Steph's 2nd post in the Fire Bowl (you can see the first one HERE). This will conclude our posts on how God can turn bad things for our good. Thanks Steph for the beautiful song. You can download this song, see the archive and subscribe for future podcast posts and the podcast site HERE

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Drama in the rain - Chris Whitler

In May of 1991 I was in Romania.  This was my second trip to the freshly democratic country that had undergone violent revolution just two years prior.  Missionaries were sounding the call.  The time was right for the gospel in this hurting nation.  People were hungry for hope.

I was there with a Youth With A Mission (YWAM) team of 20 or so in response to that call.  We were serving full time missionaries and churches by doing what we could to gather people together and communicate the story of Jesus to them.  It was the early 90’s, it was YWAM and that means drama.

Not drama as it has come to be referenced these days with indignant bobbing heads and snapping fingers and a “I can’t believe she comes in here and creates all that drama!”  I’m talking about mime make-up, costumes, a translated sound track and some amateur thespians acting out the great story to the best of our ability.  We were performing a play called ‘Toymaker & Son’, an allegory with dance, physical theater and colorful costumes that was part Nutcracker, part Cats and part Shields and Yarnell.

As people gathered into the soccer arena for the “spectacol” so did the storm clouds overhead.  We had set up the sound equipment and the props.  We had marked the dirt square as our stage area.  And now we were afraid of those dark, heavy clouds.  So, we started to sing.  We didn’t want rain to drive people away and postpone their chance to see this story.  We sang, we prayed, we asked God to move the storm along.  People still gathered.

As we fervently beseeched like we had never beseeched before for that storm to pass, a beam penetrated those clouds and the heart of the storm was shot through with light like the birth of a Thomas Kinkade painting.  It happened suddenly and we all exclaimed excited praise and thanks.  The show would go on!  God is good!

Infused with faith and adrenaline, we took our places.  I sat in the dirt, awaiting my cue.  The music began.  On that introductory trumpeted note, the rain began to fall - a sprinkle, some drops and then a full on shower.  The dirt became mud.  We all started laughing.

We carried on.  We slipped through creation.  We splashed through man’s rejection of God.  We slid through Christ reaching out to his broken creation.  We sloshed through the crucifixion.  We splattered through the resurrection and the ultimate defeat of evil.

At the end, a local pastor invited people to the hope that Christ offers and many responded, coming forward to pray.

As it turns out, storm clouds break apart and storm clouds gather.  God is still good.  Sometimes rain is an invitation to have a little more fun.

Cross Cultural Prayer - Dave Skene